Temporary moments

I was very stressed out about somethings lately. It wasn’t eustress, more like distress. I always let things that matter a lot to me control my emotions. I never thought that speaking about it helps, but my way of looking at it has changed. I learned that speaking to someone is really helpful only if you speak to someone who understands, who cares about you, knows what’s going on, and you have this emotional connection with that person. My sister was that person who gave me a mental and emotional relief. My mind felt more relaxed than it did a few days ago. One thing that caused more problem was that I always speak what’s on my mind and this gets me in a lot of trouble. It’s been like that almost half of my life so I tried changing it. Till today, I have never been able to change it because it’s part of who I am. And I can not change it. However, I can improve it. My honesty makes people hate me. I am that someone who is easy to be hated, harder to love.

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I wanted to help someone, but I didn’t know the healthier way of doing it. So I did the way I could do. I never realized that you can not help someone who does not want to be helped. You can not change someone’s perspective if they are ignorant or have a fixed mindset. The only thing I did was hurt myself more and let it’s negativity impact my mental health. It’s good to give a try, but not to the point that it starts to affect you negatively.

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I am happy. Happier than before. Writing helped me. I appreciate CT101. I am very thankful for taking this class.

One Reply to “Temporary moments”

  1. don’t ever try to change your self for anyone. there will always be someone who has a problem with you but that doesn’t mean that something is wrong with you. iy just means that they are not the people that are meant to be in your circle. Always leave the people that don’t understand you and focus on the one that do. never give someone the power to hurt. Your honest is part of the beautiful things about you. the truth hurts and no one like to hear it but that doesn’t mean that we stop speaking the truth. no one is hard to love you just need to. understand them to love them. yet some people are so judgmental that they lack the ability to understanding others .

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